Blues (:: Saturday Night

Lepas aku post semalam punya " Updates. " Nelissa datang hantar bungkusan tu. And you know apa yang aku dapat ? Picture frame with picture of me and her. As soon as aku bukak kotak tu, aku tahu dia beli kat mana. Aku takkan cakap kat mana c(: and actually I know dari mana dia beli tu because I was searching any picture frame in Bangi days ago to give to 'someone' as dia punya birthday present. And aku dah pergi pun kedai yang Nell beli tu, and moremore I don't have any money to buy because mahal sangat -_____-'' and Allahualam, Nell hadiahkan aku.

To Nur Nelissa Natasya Binti Jaslin. S;
Thank you for being my best friend for years. Thanks for being there when needed. Thanks for not forgetting me even we separated our ways in 2011. And in the future; keep on remembering me. You'll be a dead meat if you don't. If I don't call you on certain dates; I'm sorry. Pondok Modern Darussalam Gontor is a strict and will-make-you-damn-busy type of school. If I don't call you on 4th June, I'm sorry - but surely I'll make it up to you. If I'm home - I'll be waiting for you on the front gate of your school. If I don't, means I'm not home. If I forgotten to call you every two weeks or even worst, not to call you at all, I'm sorry. I think that school won't allow me to. If I annoys you when I get back, I'm sorry. It's side effect of getting in that school. But no worries; I probably won't change anything at all. And among worst among the " if's " above, if I ~~forget~~ you; if I ~~forget~~ you; don't forget me. Remember me. Keep me in your memories. If I don't memorize you in my memories; don't do the same towards me. No, yes, no, yes, no, yes, I'm kinda selfish. But hey ! This '' if '' has the least possibilities to happen. But beware. Don't be hurt because of me. It'll cause me forever not forgiving myself. And last one, I'm the sober Ainaa Nursufia binti Anuar; the sober one right now; not dizzy, not drunk, not drugged, not fiesty, haven't lose her mind Ainaa; just want to tell you, have a joyful Ramadhan and Eidul Fitr; careful not to hurt yourself on fireworks and firecrackers and become extragavant after receiving a lot of money from cute and colorful packets; and don't worry about me, and please not to feel bored, because Ainaa Anuar's shadow, is everywhere that you go, and she's there besides you.