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Hey hello !
Harini I have some stories to tell. Nyeh, now I realized that I fell for that killing-smile Adam, which is weirdly oddly things to do. y'know because I really doesn't need that for now. I don't know. I don't need help solving it either. Or I just don't talk about it often ? Well I JUST DON'T KNOW ! -___-' 
since this is a diary so, I first met him - er 14th July 2012, he said ' Hi ! ' and greet me - well that's his duty for that day, greet okay whatever not long after that, he's there, on the stage, giving out speeches. My friend, um happened to be his friend, told me that he's kinda close with my brother , well I didn't expect that, who would he's 16 fgs -.- oh ya, I knew that he was my mom's friend son because my mum asked me that if I know him because my mom knows him. Lalala, okaylah I already knew that I won't get him. I better off with my studies. Haha that's funny of me -.-
Oh ya, and I'm really scared. People's leaving that's why. One day, people will finally change. Even bestfriends. I told her - frankly that I'm scared to meet her. I, er, scared that she changes. I would cry back home haha lol no well maybe idk. I hope she's not. Heeh :<